Plain

Wisdom tooth growing its way out on my bottom left gum which i think it's the reason why my jaws been hurting more and more and headache since couple months back.

Secondly, i feel lost somehow. It was never easy looking a job overseas even australia.

Guess i'll probably head back to singapore for a job. They have like few top restaurant in the world and even celebrities restaurant but i am not interested , guess i wanted a new life somewhere i never been. Feeling down, starting to ask myself what i really wanted.

After leaving Guy Savoy, i knew i might be lucky getting a higher pay job somewhere but most probably getting around the same or lesser at else where cause MBS spoilt the market price already.

Anyway, feeling depressing me,not having a job nor option in hand and missing her.Thought i really over of her but no, it's not easy to let go a relationship especially so much memories left behind and night like this when i'm feeling lost and sad. So... what now yu khim? Really wanted a vacation for my heart , wish things was different somehow.

I know what i wanted, my dream but knowing that getting a job at the places i want overseas is nearly ZERO ever since i know how this business runs.So..what is the plan now yukhim.If my family income is better, there might be a chance or slight hope but now i'm all alone with my blog. This just came across my mind , blogging is one of the way expressing myself without making someone else feeling crapy about my shit and all.