Sigh...

I don't feel like anything at all, asking myself again , is kitchen really my thing?If no, what i'm gonna do?

As i know, dream going overseas to work is not gonna happen anytime soon.

The longer i stay here , the lazier i get each day.

Tried to call a friend that says he have a job for me at bangkok and i called but the number isn't available or something.

Couldn't help myself and i called her, awkward talk.

She's still the same like last time ever since.

I'm right at the position i thought i would end up one day, exactly the same.

Am sad now...